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    Waking up in Mumbai

    Waking up to the noises of the city. Lots of horns beeping and crows cawing. The rain is coming down. But I am still just waking up and need to get out to find a little breakfast. Hope to recover from the flight. It was pleasant enough but you can't really sleep well on the plane.

    Joel saw me off in Chicago for a 7 pm flight and I arrived in Mumbai at midnight, after two eight-nine hour flights and a stop in Paris that was just enough time to be shuffled through a maze of cooridors to switch flights. I was going to write about tips on surviving these long flights, but I was so exhausted i fell asleep again in mid post. So future posts hopefully will be a bit more descriprive.
    Mumbai airport is very nice, but you still feel like a lot of cattle being herded through. Many planes arrive at midnight from all parts of the world, much fewer foreigners at this time of the year. Still the line through customs is long, but flows efficiently. So at the airport once you go through duty free area and baggage claim and customs, which flows freely there are a couple of things to do before heading outside. 

    Its advisable to exchange some money there so you have Indian Rupees. I forgot, so will look for an ATM today. I was advised to make sure i go to an ATM with a guard, due to theft. This national push to get all India onto electronic banking, still requires humans after all. The US dollar was as low as 60 Rupees in March, and now it is 68. That will fluctuate.  It will be interesting to learn what are seasonal fluctuations of the local economy and which are due to global politics.

    You can get a sim card for your phone at the airport, but I decided to wait till I was with someone who can tell me what is more feasible. I do know that many things are more expensive for foreigners here. When I convert prices into dollars it still seems very affordable, but eventually you need to learn what local rates are. Having a phone is very helpful. Connectivity became my favorite word the last time I was here.

     If noone is picking you up, get a prepaid taxi. They charged me Rupees 1500 (about $22) for A/C. I paid it but said i thought it was more like 500. I dont think i said it in Hindi. the woman behind the counter turned to the guy next to her and said something in Hindi along the lines of "this white one thinks she knows something". As they laughed I gave a typical Indian jester that means "so it is". 

    Then outside while i was waiting for my prepaid taxi to show up, an Indian family came and began haggling with the guy in charge. He kept saying they could go inside and prepay, but the rates were set. I was so tired and have no idea how other travelers could find the energy to be so persistent so early in the morning. But it is how things are in India.
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    Now is the time to Act

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    I did something I never did before, and it pretty much drove me mad. I tried to wait till the last minute to buy my flight to India. The itinerary and reservations in India were set a while ago, but I thought I could hold out for the fares to drop. Unfortunately in June this is not a good idea. Other times of the year, the fares do drop, but it must be too many people are traveling at this time of the year, so it is not a good time to buy in those last few weeks. However, NEWS FLASH, if you are planning to go to India in three to six months from now, buy your tickets NOW. They are very cheap!

    I know many people go through a travel agent to take care of arrangements, but I'm pretty much a do-it-yourself kind of person and this has been made easier by various search engines. My favorites right now are Google Flights and Justfly. For travel in India my current favorite is Cleartrip Bookings. I have noticed that search engines change, it is advisable to switch around. When a new competetor comes on the market they tend to have better deals for a season. One thing I avoided was the search engines that led you to a phone reservation system. I don't like giving info over the phone, and the ratings are pretty low. People have shown up at the airport to find out they actually don't have a ticket. 

    To say the least holding out to the end, which I just couldn't do, is not for the weak of heart. Yes, maybe I could have gotten a ticket for $200-$400 less, but the nail biting task of checking the rates every day was making me anxixous. By the way those pesty little logarithms lock rates in if you keep searching on the same device. It IS advisable to go to a library to mix up the devise from which you search. So in the end peace of mind was more important than a great deal and I bought the ticket. Still, if I ever on a whim decide to go to India, I am pretty sure I can do it at other times of the year, just apparently not beginning of summer.

    So, you may ask, why the heck am I going at the hottest time of the year. The monsoon promises to start this week and I have very romantic memories of the monsoon. I prefer being a realist, though I am very sentimental, so a healthy dose of shattered memories may not be a bad thing. The main reason I hope to continue to travel as long as I can is to stay connected to the global world we live in. Sometimes you have to step out to see the forest from the trees. And in everything I always try to hear what God might be speaking not only in my little corner but throughout the world. The fact of the matter is that in finishing up my book I feel I need the change of venue as I work on some important details of the story. I also hope to scope out the publishing world. So the best time is now. [Plus, I think there are some big family events coming soon upon my return....stay posted].

    I do hope to continue to share my journey with you. Many thanks for following and supporting me . I truly hope that the book will be finished and ready for publishing soon, but I'm finding rewriting takes a lot more care than I had anticipated. So I keep plugging along one day at a time.
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    Another Trip to India

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    This is the three week countdown to another trip to India. I went on a circuitous route to get to this point. All must be seen as part of the writer's journey.

    The big idea originally for this trip was to take my children to visit India for the first time. They were gung ho and all aboard, but then life happened. They are both entering those generative moments of young adulthood where their carreers and relationships are being established. Frankly, I couldn't be prouder of both of them. They have promised me that there will be a time when they will go to India with me (even if it ends up being my swan song).

    It was a huge dissappointment that they both were unable to join me on this trip. Still, as in everything, I could not help but see the hand of Providence in all of this. I would not have gone if it had not been fixed in me to go by the original plan. The fact is that the writer's life has a tendency, at least with me, to be very isolating and inward focused. As I enter the last stage of writing the biography that I have worked on for the past five years, the intensity of focus becomes more accute. So I need things that get me out of my little world, and yet also help me sustain it and get it done.

    A lot of people are asking me "So when will this book be finished?" And I have to answer, like Michelangelo when he was painting the Sistine Chapel, I must reply "When it is done!" [At least according to Irving Stone in The Agony and the Ecstasy

    In preparing the Book Proposal for the book to present to publishers I have to make a case for how I plan to market my book. As a person who loves to travel, I cannot think of anything better than to go on a book tour. Then again, I really hate public speaking. So social media is my friendly outlet. I can write more confidently than I can speak, though people tell me I do all right when I speak. I love sharing images that tell better stories than what I can write. I get encouraging feedback. And I can be connected to the wider global community that feels more like home than home itself. So as much as I hate the idea of marketing myself, I'm asking you, my friendly reader, to share my blog and help me expand my network. 
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    Book Proposal: Overview

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    ​*Book of Remembrance:
    A German Missionary among the Adivasi of East India*
      
    This biography of a German missionary in British India prior to the World Wars may well join the ranks of exotic tales of Christian missionaries or the British Raj. It is more than a missionary story. It is also a story of the Adivasi (India’s indigenous people) and their search for liberation and autonomy, well before India’s Independence. The narrative is inspired by an Old Testament prophetic call to write a Book of Remembrance (Malachi 3:16). to restore the collective memory of a people.

    My great-great grandfather, FERDINAND HAHN, was forgotten among his German-American descendants. Launching on a journey to understand our family's immigrant story to the United States from Germany led to a unique discovery. In 1868,unlike millions of other Germans who migrated to America, Ferdinand migrated to India. All his children were born in India, as British subjects. Of the ten living adults, half of them eventually settled in the United States. After a century of migration, wars, and other hardship, this book brings to rememberance the first generation that connected our family to India.

    By the end of his life in India, Ferdinand was given the Kaiser-I-Hind gold metal, the highest civilian honor issued by the British Viceroy of India. But what is more significant is that he is still remembered today for the legacy he left to the Adivasi people of Chota Nagpur in eastern India. Here he is remembered for his efforts to preserve a tribal language and his endearing work among the marginalized and oppressed. He played a significant role in establishing one of the strongest and oldest Adivasi Christian communities that now has 800,000 members. As they continue to piece together their own history, I was encouraged to write his story. In remembering him, their story will also be told.

    Missionary stories are usually told from a purely Christian perspective. I believe modern Christians can learn much from this 19th century missionary. However, in writing this I was also influenced by academia to explore the social impact of missionaries and what shapes identity. Rather than a Christian apologetic or academic analysis, my style of writing takes more of a literary story-telling tone. I offer a personal interpretation of Ferdinand’s inner life, family dynamics and cross-cultural relationships. To add to the authenticity, I fold in translated excerpts from the wealth of primary documents written by Ferdinand or his contemporaries.

    Because I am interested in how German, Indian, British and American cultures shaped me, I explore what elements shaped Ferdinand. The story covers the scope of Ferdinand’s life, starting with his early desire to escape the confines of his parochial village. He would never escape the impact Germany would have on his life: from his early fascination with seventeenth and eighteenth centuries German missionaries and scholars of Orientalism, to the unified Germany of 1871 and its ongoing changes in religion, government, and culture. The unique mission agency in Berlin that employed him, granted him opportunities that would normally not have been available to a shoemaker. His family and fellow missionaries kept him anchored to his German culture. However, unlike those who lauded their nationalism over others, he had a remarkable deep and sincere appreciation for the Adivasi. Because he understood that language, region, experience and history shaped his identity, he was able to appreciate those elements in the “other”.    

    Early in my writing, a friend asked me to write about what Ferdinand learned from the Adivasi, not only what he did for them. In learning their languages, Ferdinand adapted new ways of communicating, which can be seen in how he adapted his preaching to be more interactive, telling stories and incorporating congregational question and answer. The primary literature for my research praised the remarkable contributions of the missionaries. However, I could read in Ferdinand’s writings a recognition of the symbiotic relationship between missionary and Adivasi. Missionaries may have brought the message of Christ to the Adivasi, but the Adivasi were the primary actors in establishing Christianity in Chota Nagpur. In nany ways their culture was more compatible to Christianity and their faithful zeal mire sincere than that of many Europeans.

    Western Christians had often been divisive, while the strength and unity of community among the Adivasi was something to be admired. If we were to summarise Ferdinand’s life work it was to build community. He worked closely with Adivasi leaders in running churches, schools, hospitals, and other social services, all to strengthen the community, believing fourishing communities could withstand all winds of change. And the world was ever-changing. He was also instrumental in establishing three self-sustaining communities for India's most marginalized, those suffering from Hansen’s Disease (leprosy).

    The prevailing concern for every Adivasi was the systematic oppression that they endured. It is a struggle that persists even today. Since the 17th century outsiders flowed into the jungle region, turning the communal ancestral land of the original dwellers into private property and introducing a money economy. The Adivasi who had been left unmolested for centuries were now suppressed by the landlords, labor contractors and tax collectors. Whenever the Adivasi rebelled, they were repressed by the forces of the British East India company that had stretched its dominance even into this remote jungle region. When the British Crown took over after 1857 they imposed law, order and administrative structure. In general, they only reinforced the standing social order and had little understanding of the Adivasi plight. But the German missionaries since 1845 had given them education that began to equip them to learn how to navigate in this new colonial world that extended far beyond the jungles. 

    It is also relevant to understand the role Ferdinand played in creating an autonomous Adivasi Christian community. By the time of his death in 1910, a new generation of German missionaries were coming to India to work and with them new colonialist and nationalist sentiments. They assumied Germans would be in India for a long time and the emphasis on making the Adivasi self-reliant began to be watered down. There were Germans, who like the British colonizers, doubted that these poor people could ever stand on their own, they were convinced that they would always need European support. It almost seems providential that the senior missionaries were systematically removed, through illness or death, until the final blow came with the outbreak of World War I. Suddenly all German residents of British India were declared “enemies of the state,” interned in concentration camps, and returned to Germany. With the expulsion of their missionaries the Adivasi did stand on their own. In 1919 they were the first native church in pre-independent India to be granted autonomy from Western administration. My hope is that this Book of Remembrance will add to the commemoration of the Gossner Evangelical Lutheran Church of Chotanagpur and Assam as it celebrates their centennial next year.

    Throughout the narrative I have braided in family stories that may begin to explain why this ancestor, who left such a rich legacy, was forgotten by his own descendants. As he devoted his life to the Adivasi, within the context of his family his internal struggles and flaws were more apparent. His wife, Doris, was an unsung partner in ministry. Their thirteen children, all born in India, were sent to Germany for education at the age of seven. Such separation produces untold consequences. Among them, the oral stories that are passed down from generation to generation were suppressed. 

    The Adivasi rely on oral traditions to keep their culture alive. Ferdinand wrote down many stories that he learned, primarily for outsiders to understand. Now the Adivasi are starting to write down their own stories to preserve and celebrate their culture. Likewise, I have found an unmeasurable treasure in remembering this lost story, of my great-great grandfather, Ferdinand Hahn. 

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    * since this post I have decided to change the title to: Among the Original Dwellers: Remembering Ferdinand Hahn
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    Hahn family photo 1895, the only time the whole family was ever together.

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    Book Proposal: Target Audience

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    The Adivasi Christians celebrate sunrise service on Easter with their ancestors who went before them. They not only celebrate the resurrection of Jesus but also their hope of resurrection.

    The story of Ferdinand Hahn the German missionary in British India, who worked among the Adivasi, is a unique biography. There have not been any recent comprehensive biographies on these German missionaries or the histories of this era and region. The Gossner Mission Magazine published in Berlin has published several articles of interest. Very little has been written to connect an English-speaker to this important history. In the early twentieth century a few histories of the Adivasi and the German missionaries were published in German. For the purposes of research for this book I have had those books translated into English (also ready for publication).

    I initially desired to write this biography to discover a forgotten ancestor, but I have come to write for a vastly varied audience. I was thinking that the Americans interest in genealogy and immigration would find this story an interesting twist: the German who goes not to America, but to British India. Immigrant stories are inspiring and teach us a great deal about history. They also tell us something about what shapes identity. The cross-cultural dynamics are constantly at play between German, British, and Indians who among themselves speak varied languages and hold varied views. The degree to which there ii a cross pollination of ideas in an ever-globalized world will capture the modern readers fascination.

    Ultimately, however, the biography is about a Christian missionary. While I hope that the story would challenge Christians to examine the depths of their commitment, I have written the book for a more universal audience, in an ever-globalized world, exploring the challenges of cross-cultural communication. Regardless of what kind of mission, abroad or at home, secular or religious, the relevant questions raised in this biography explore how to help without harming. Missionaries did both harm and good. Despite their efforts, Christianity is very much a part of India’s complex and diverse society. The impact of Christianity on India is one that any history buff of India cannot overlook.

    Finally, I wrote to add to the ever-increasing literature on indigenous movements in India and around the world. This biography offers clarity on the history and social position of India’s original dwellers (the Adivasi). Readers interested in ecology and human rights will recognize the struggle of indigenous people from over a century ago that continues today. Many readers, however, do not fully appreciate the leading role indigenous people have played globally in the human rights and ecology movements. This story will bring the story of these original dwellers in the heart of India, closer into the heart of the reader, in hopes of building awareness. 
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    Book Proposal: About the Author

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    About fifteen years ago I decided to change my professional direction. Rather than just work the nine-to-five for a Corporation or a Non-Profit Organization, I decided to work more intentionally to engage the community, particularly the faith community, in social action and community development. While I was not supported by any agency, it was in many ways a choice to become a missionary, a faith venture in every sense.

    I had been raised in a medical missionary family and had the privilege to grow up in India. Part of what inspired me to take this leap of faith was after reading the English translation of my great-great grandmother’s diary. This first generation left Germany to live in India as missionaries. Three generations followed in their example, including my father. The diary is a fascinating account of their lives as missionaries and included a firsthand description of the internment and deportation of German residents in British India at the start of World War I. I knew that I came from a long-line of missionaries, but reading their story gave me the inspiration I needed to personally take the leap in my own life.

    The strong voice of my great-great grandmother inspired me to begin a novel based on the unsung heroism of the missionary wife. I was finding very little information on her, and plenty of on her husband, Ferdinand Hahn. After sorting through the literature and documentation available to me on-line and in books, I went to India to connect with the place where they had worked. In so doing I discovered how important Ferdinand Hahn was to the Adivasi who were beneficiaries of his legacy. It was remarkable to me, for this was a legacy of which I had no prior knowledge. I was encouraged to tell Ferdinand Hahn’s story, so that the story of the original dwellers would also be heard.

    I attended the University of Wisconsin-Madison and received a degree in Political Science with a minor in Education. I have stayed connected to the UW by attending lectures and conferences sponsored by the Center for South Asian Studies. But much like Ferdinand Hahn, I have no academic recognition. Though Ferdinand Hahn was an artisan with an informal education, he ended up achieving scholarly works writing for the Asiatic Society and other such journals. Following in his legacy I am also an independent scholar. 

    TI doubt I would have ventured very far in this endeavor, without the Gossner Mission in Berlin. The same mission that supported Ferdinand, continued its unique approach to missions until the World Wars. The Mission survived the wars, participating in the Confessing Church movement during WWII. Today it is a ministry partnering with churches around the world. Because of their efforts to preserve their history, I was able to access old records and learn from their efforts. My second cousin, Klaus Roeber, has been their historian and is currently writing a biography on Ferdinand Hahn in German. He has the advantage of easy access to an enormous number of original documents, and books and articles written in old German available in Germany. I have accessed only a fraction of these materials.

    When my father, Theodore Feierabend, who is a retired missionary from India, saw how tediously I struggled to translate the abundance of documents that I collected from Klaus and others in Germany and India, he (at 93 years old) offered to take on the project. He has translated three or four important histories that are now being made available for publication to the Gossner Theological College (GTC) in Ranchi, India. The Christian Adivasi are eager to make available to their students these rare histories. Most of the students would do better in reading them in Hindi, but that would be another stage in translation. Meanwhile those who can read English can begin to access stories that have been blocked to them due to geography and language.

    Writing this biography about my great-great grandfather taught me a great deal about myself, as I explored the elements of identity. It continues to be a book of remembrance not only for my family but also for the Adivasi Christians of Chota Nagpur. Together we remember our shared legacy from Ferdinand Hahn. I hope to continue to work in collaboration with the Gossner Mission in Berlin and the GTC to write a study guide to supplement research on a myriad of issues raised in this book. In remembering the past, we revive the hope for a bright future that Ferdinand hoped for the Adivasi. 
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    Doris and Ferdinand Hahn 1894